WHY?!

I don't understand my parents. Why must they always quarrel just on the same topic? My brother.. Why can't my bro grow up? Why must my parents alway worry for him? Why can't my bro make up his mind? Always because of he study or not, they argued. And the victim will be me. Always shouting here and there, cannot have some peace. Not only that, it is very annoying, when I showed my unhappiness, my mother shouted at me. What is this? Yes, this house belong to you. But at the very least, the quiet environment for me to study and nap belong to me. Yes, belong to ME!! I getting sick and tired of my house. Feel like leaving here. Why can't they sit down and talk things out? Why must they always shout here and there? How I wish I could stay away from home until everyone of them sleep then I come back to sleep.

Where is my that HAPPY FAMILY? Have GOD confiscated it from me? Did I take it for granted? Why I feel like my HAPPY family is going missing? Why I feel that everything is changing? Why?! I am really really really scared that GOD will take my HAPPINESS away... If I need to give up anything in order to get back my HAPPY family, I am willing to. No matter is to take my life or what. I just hope my FAMILY can be like in the PAST. But, I know that not gonna be the case.. Everything is just HOPE and WISH.

Appreciate what you have.... be it bad or good...