Bus home alone make me feel kind of boring. But, I think I am like a crazy person sitting there staring blank out of the window and listening to my MP3. Some images flash through my mind as the music played, as the scenary outside the window moved. Some of these make me laugh. Some, make me want to cry.
The more I think, the more feeling I get. Lucky, I am still awake from the day-dreaming. If not, I don't know where I am going to. When reached home, I really didn't want to do anything. But to laze around the house. As, I slowly getting into my sleep, more images flashback. When I get into deep nap, the images are so REAL to a point that I thought they are REAL. But, the moment I wake up, everything varnished.
No matter what I dreamt of, or think of... I am still happy. HAPPY!! Everyone have a song for everything. And that song of mine will be our SONG! I am so happy that I MEET you in my LIFE!
Yesterday, I dreamt of something that I think is I think too much. He had been coming into my dream almost every now and then. It's been for a month or two.. I think I really think too much.. That guy in my dream can never be the MR. RIGHT. LOL.. I wonder how can I get the chance to KNOW him. But, I know thinking too much may be the act of dreaming. (Who, who, who is it?) I am not going to reveal who is he. Not only that, I wonder how am I able to dream of him. I never really see him before, I never talk to him before.. He is not in my class nor in my school.. I think dream is still dream.. But, I hope the dream will be a true one! LOL.. (Just dreaming)
Since school starts, mum is getting on my nerve. No curfews but she is trying to track me on. When she reached home, and I never, she will call me to ask where am I.. Funniest thing is that she asked but don't believe what I said. She might as well don't ask me.. I wonder what is getting into her mind. I am 19 not 9yrs old. Can she please give me more privacy and my own time?! Not only that, dad is also another one. Always trying to dig topics to talk to me and kept nagging and nagging asking me to sleep early, don't go out until very late... I wonder what is causing them to be so paranoid!!! :(
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