Loves..

I don't know if I think too much or is it that my intuition is accurate. To some extent, I wish that what I think is not the true. But somehow, I still believe that it might be true. I tried to convince myself that everything is not that. Maybe is another way. But do you know that convincing myself is a torture. The more that I tell myself the positive things, the more I felt like crying.

Yesterday, when I saw the scene, I totally feel like dying and crying. But I know I cannot. Maybe is because I fall for you for so long or something. I see you as the one but you might be seeing someone else. No matter what, I will choose to give you all the blessing. Afterall, we are just strangers. You are free from my sight from now onwards. I will no longer choose to believe in first sight.

First time, I love someone so deeply but end up with no result. I really do love to make friend with you but there isn't anymore chance of it. I wish you all the best and may everything turns out right for you. All the blessing may be upon you.

Good luck and good bye, my secret love....

Pamela <3