.......Time Management......

okie.. last post was like 8days or so ago.. i know that i've been slacking so much so that i really cant stand myself for it.. i am like a useless bum or something.. seriously, i really enjoy working but meanwhile, i really need a good time management in order to get myself to do well.. but you know it's very very or a thousands, millions difficult to do than saying?? haha... i doubt anyone can tell.. choir is pushin me hard till i really cant hold on anymore.. struggling after 1 practice after another.. feel like i am in CHANGI PRISON!! omg.. everywhere is rules and regulation.. cant i have my freedom?? o, pls.. we are no longer small kids.. not only that.. choir needs to obtain a gold for syf, i know we need to put in alot alot effort.. but does getting a gold in SYF give me a 100% place in POLY?? that is definitely a NO WAY thing. not that i do not want to give my best in CHOIR.. but the problem is.. STUDY is also important.. i cant be letting my studies lossen up while giving all my best in CHOIR.. i need to do well in my o lvl in order to get myself a place in POLY, okie? not that i never plan my time properly.. IS JUST THAT I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR MY STUDY.. HOMEWORK IS LIKE A MOUNTAIN.. gg HIGHER THAN THE MOUNT EVEREST.. i seriously, know that i must work damn hard in everything.. but is that time do not let me to do so. and i had failed my two headstart test liao.. have to go self- study on next friday.. after which.. CHOIR.. o, man!! i hate 2nd feb of every yr!!! so many things happen on that day!!! yucks.. since sec 3 to sec4.. P.O.A first test sure will fix on this day.. and what come this yr? self- study.. haix.. stupid me!! why i never work hard!!!! who to blame?? only myself.. haha.. lol.. hmmm.. last week was a long long week for me.. struggling through it.. homework alots for me to do.. omg.. can die soon!!

today.. had the first chinese remedial.. omg.. we were given ws to do.. and guess what.. when teacher is gg through.. i was praying so hard.. real hard that i will not be called up to answer the qns.. and guess wad?? i think the heaven is too busy to cover me.. the teacher called me still. when i heard my name.. my first reaction was fainted.. but no choice.. so i quickly read out my answer and quickly sit down.. haha.. lol.. after that. went for choir.. o.. haix.. sectional sucks.. dunno what the SL wanna do.. but better than last week one.. hmm.. had audition.. omg.. think i may get into s2 lor.. dunno yet.. hard to say.. lol.. hmmm.. still got 12 days more to be in my 17.. haha.. lol..

hmmm.. i have something that made me mad to say.. i hate ppl tellin me things or notifying me last min.. nxt time pls notify me earlier.. cos i may have something on.. and by the time you all told me.. haha.. i may not be able to change my stuff.. not only that.. don ever tell me anything that is last min.. cos i wont bother to change my things anymore.. as i don wanna bring trouble for those involve in my schedule..