I wonder have I been a good grand-daughter to my grandma before. Maybe I am not a good one afterall. As, I only see her once every year. And yes, Chinese New Year Day 1. After that, I hardly will visit her. Yesterday, my cousin's held a BBQ session and invited everyone. But, my siblings and I decided not to turn up. But my parents did. And in that event, my grandma fell down. Due to her size, no one could help her up. So they had to ask her to slowly pull herself up while they hold her up too. And today, she was admitted to hospital. As, she felt dizzy and vomitted. When my mum told me this just now, I felt a great ache in my heart, as if a tons of swords and arrow are piercing through my heart.
I must really make myself free on 31st October. I must attend my cousin's 21st birthday party so I can see my grandma again..
Dear GOD, I pray that you bless my grandma with a good health and may she recover soon from her fall. I pray that you can lenghtened her life a little longer for me to shower my love as grand-daughter on her.
I've been planning about my life, my future.. Thinking through, working things out. I hope I will find my answer soon! :)
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