Please...

I remembered I blogged about my grandma was hospitalized and was discharged. However, last night, mum told me that grandma is in hospital again. Previously, I didn't visit her at all. Since, I am free today, I decided to make a trip down together with my mum and dad. I didn't realized that from my house, other than taking MRT, bus also can get me to NUH. It took us an hour or so to get there.

When we reached, grandma was awake talking to her maid. Something really hurt me is that grandma kept saying that my granddad promised her that he will bring her along ten years after he had left, but he didn't keeps his promise. This is when I realized that granddad had left us for 15years... I remembered when granddad left us, he promised grandma that he will still look after her and will not let her leave us so fast, ten years... Grandma was so depressed that she attempted suicide a few times but was saved. After much counselling and being well taken care of by the families, she was braved to face her life without granddad.

Today, she kept mentioned of granddad. She kept saying that being able to live till today, 75years old, she is very happy. She hoped that granddad can come bring her. She even told me that in our family, we lacked of one zodiac, COW to form the whole zodiac.

Something that really annoyed me, was my 2nd uncle's wife . She is way too much. Grandma told mum that yesterday doctor want my aunt to sign the form for hospitalized, she didn't want to sign. But cousin asked her to sign saying that my big uncle will pay her the money back. When I heard this, I was like WTF is this. You are rich and yet you want big uncle to pay?! This is totally unfair, okay?! Mother, everyone have the share. How could they be like this. Yes, grandma was taken care of by big uncle for years. You see, he had done his part by taking good care of grandma since granddad left. So what if big uncle is the richest amongst us? You are also rich! Why can't they just sign the paper? Why so scare that they had to bear the fee?! This is really ridiculous!

At this point, you might ask why can't my family be paying?! The reason is that all my grandma's expenses is all handled by my big and 2nd uncle. While, my mum and her sisters only give monthly allowance.

Seriously, after hearing that, I felt guilty yet sad at the same time. I told mum that when grandma is discharge, we must visit her weekly. If can, after my sister married, I don't mind bring her over to stay with us. I don't mind sharing room with her.

For now, God, please I beg you. Don't take my grandma away from us. I really love her just as much as I care. Please... I pray that you can bless grandma greatly, with good health and allow her to live longer! She has not yet see her favourite grandson, cousin Danny get married. She also haven't get to have a great grand son. So please, let her live longer. Please don't take her away. I really pray that you can let her hold on and stay healthy! :))