Never..

Never wish to be a guy first and forever girlfriend.
Never wish to be a guy one and only girlfriend.

It is because they are not going to happen. May be back in the 90s, this will happen. But as years passed by, 21st century is different. People changed girlfriend/boyfriend like flipping a book or changing clothes. When feeling is not right, break-up will come from the mouth.

You may be his first gf but may not be his forever gf. Instead, you will be his forever enemy when break up. Better still, you may be his forever GIRL-FRIEND. While, you may be his one and only gf unless he becomes a GAY. It is because a guy can never settle on one gf until they are willing to go walk into a grave of marriage.

Due to all these, girls will start to wish that they can be their bf last gf. Dream on! Last gf?! Yes yes! Last gf because after you, will be his WIFE. No more GF going to be. So, girls will change to wish to be a guy LAST GF and FOREVER WIFE.

But come back and think, how many lasting marriage are there? Some can even engaged, next moment say "GOOD-BYE" to each other. Some even better, married less than 24hours, "I'll see you at the LAW FIRM"-- DIVORCE! So why ask for so much?! Just be a guy's lovely GF. Why bother if you are his 1st, 2nd 3rd? Why not worry are you his last or there going be anymore coming next after you?! LOL..

From this, I learnt not to WISH or HOPE for anything. It is because the more you wish or hope, things will never go with your wish. LOL.. "FAT HOPE" to be mean. LOL..

--Shared by Douglas that day--
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I had not been sleep early. I missed my 8hr of sleep everyday. I've been sleeping @ 1 or 2am almost everyday. And I had a hard time pulling myself up from bed when my ALARM CLOCK started to RING AND RING. From RING become RANG and become RUNG, I still in my bed having dream. But luckily, I still managed to wake up just in time and get ready for school. I am getting more and more busy each day. And I know sooner or later, I will fall ILL again. Overworking..

Today, finally I saw my dad and mum. Luckily, I decided to go home after SOCIOLOGY to put my bag all that before going to work. First thing that dad asked is..." your ez-link card need to buy concession and top-up already right? you want me to help you or you do it yourself?" After stoning for a while, "erm.. I think you help me top-up $10 to this card (adult's ez link card) first. As my student card still have money. After you top up this, then I will pass you my student card." Sister commented that I am very BAD. How can I talk to my dad in such a way? After thinking, indeed I very bad hor?! LOL..

oh yes, Douglas was backed from JAPAN this morning. Welcome back, bro! Met up with him. He's been pestering me for my update on the thing he shared. (Happy?! Here you go..) Thanks for the ride home. I really in love with you...r CAR! ALFA ROMEO. OMG!! Damn CHIO! While, Daniel must be enjoying himself until he never come online at all.